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keep me beating by oc-eanwide, literature

don't say goodbye by oc-eanwide, literature

heavy hearted by oc-eanwide, literature

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keep me beating by oc-eanwide, literature

don't say goodbye by oc-eanwide, literature

heavy hearted by oc-eanwide, literature

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  • Nov 25, 1996
  • Deviant for 13 years
  • She / Her
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I am constructing myself, gaining back the self worth I used to have before I introduced myself to the wrong idols. I once heard that bad thoughts show an ugly face, so I'm trying to focus on positive thoughts, so I can see the beauty that was always there to begin with. Travels may come with uncertain directions, but I'm buying myself back with good deeds and adventures. Hello world, I'm ready this time.

anyone there?

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Kind of feel like I'm just going to be shouting into the void writing this ... but I feel nostalgic so here I am. I don't even know what I want to say ... so many things have changed since I was last active on here. But some things haven't. Honestly as a 24yr old, I don't remember much of my relationships I had here. I guess that's what childhood depression does. I think I'm writing this in case any of you do see this because even though I don't remember details of my friendships, I do remember how it felt to be a part of this community. I want to thank you for being there when I needed a community the most. I've been going to therapy for just under a year now and yikes ... I was a mess then and now. You all had to deal with a very emotionally dysfunctional teen and I'm sorry, lol. I haven't written anything since probably 2014. I sometimes think about starting again ... but I don't think I have it in me anymore. Again, thank you for all of your support you gave me so long ago. I
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this is weird very, very weird. who even are you people? I'm revisiting old haunts, relinquishing in the memories I made here and there. honestly, I miss every one of you. and I'm sorry I'm such a bad internet friend. it's really easy to get caught up with things on the flip side of life and I know I've lost touch with a lot of you (okay, all of you). I'm not even sure who is still active on here, but hello! I finally graduated from high school this year so woooo! I'm thankful to not have so many responsibilities, but I miss some aspects of high school already. but college, oh man, I'm so excited to start at Missouri State. I have fina
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thin thread

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i miss this, you, but don't wait up for me. erika.
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happy birthday!! :tighthug: :heart: :iconrainbowcakeplz: i hope you have a lovely day! :happybounce:
hey, i miss you. 
hey, I'm right here. 
note me sometime. Heart 
have a good day :P (hopefully lol)
you too, friend.
wow thank you so much for the fave (: